Bali & Lombok Trip: Be Happy.

[Assalamu'alaikum]

Hai.
So today is my real holiday. Real holiday? Yep.
Holiday was actually started last week, but it doesn't feel like it though.
BUT TODAY IS THE DAY PEOPLE.

This morning I actually slept late because I was stalking Jack Johnson and Niall Horan, you know la how irresistible they are like du-uh. Then, I woke up like, at 4am. Then things happened.. then suddenly, here I am in Pandawa Beach, Bali. It was super hot I wish I had bought a sunglasses and brought my sunblock :( The beach was vvvvery clean and the water is crystal clear. The calming waves could make you forget about time.. and forget who you actually are, No, the last part is just a joke.

I was really happy. At last I could feel this freedom. The freedom I used to have whenever I went to the beach. Not my daily school day delirium stress. I think I was pressured, it's hard for me to gain weight and happiness. Or maybe I think, I think too much. Hm.

Idk but my trousers looks like my pajama? If you think so, then you are wrong. Btw, pardon my face. It was real hot and I can't think of a better pose. But at least I'm happy and that is the most important part of a holiday should be. Not a pressured holiday when you think that you are being tied to a pole and you can't go anywhere, because you had so much responsibilities. And you can't run from it.

Okay my last sentence, was kind of creepy, but don't get me wrong.

I've felt the same thing.

When I was on some holiday, our deadlines and responsibilities were like chasing us and we can't run from it. We just got to do it. I couldn't have a quality time with my family or pals at that time. And I was really messed up and I couldn't contron my frustration and I was so sick. I meant, my soul is sick. I meant, Idk I made those words up. But the thing is, I used to be exhausted of getting stressed out.

Well it's actually until now. But happily I had found my medicine.

• The sight of sunsets,
• The blue sky,
• The calming sound of the waves,
• The soft ocean wind, and
• The smell of the ocean

Everyone can be depressed, yet they have so many different ways to overcome their problems. What's your medicine?

Anyway, back to my recount text(?)

The hot sun had given me a decision to buy this beautiful creature. And look how cute my thumb was.

Can you see how imperfect this creature is? It wasn't in a proportional shape. It's not perfectly straight. But it could make people happy effortlessly. It spread good vibes that people doesn't even care anymore about how it looks like. Whatever it shape was, it will always taste the same. (Yeh except if you buy different kind of ice cream, ofc). As long as you do good, the good thing itself will come back to you eventually. But remember, don't struggle to please everyone.

After some more ice cream photoshoots, we decided to continue our trip to Garuda Wisnu Kencana. Bali is only a rest area. Excuse me, rest? My actual destination was Lombok. Btw I'm gained weight so much, le cries.

Me doing crepe endorsement ft. sendal jepit & 'lil sister

After a long tiring and vvvvery hot afternoon, I was seated on an ATR, where I found the most magnificent views I've ever seen but suddenly and sadly my camera battery ran out when that view was on the other side of the plane window :(((((

And I was like,

ship.

Okay whatever but just look at this.

Flight from Bali-Lombok.

Anyway it's 11.51pm already, and I'm so dem tired.
See you soon.

Sebuah Kata Sambutan

[Assalamu'alaikum]

HAI.

Well, hai semua, hai.

Bagus kan gambarnya?

Bentuk hati. Tapi hatinya bolong, nggak ada isinya.

Hampa.

/mahngopo.

Maafkan author blog ini yang pergi entah kemana setelah berbulan-bulan tidak menampakkan batang hidung. Mungkin, si author sedang stress berat karena UN lalu tidak sempat bernafas sejenak dan langsung "meng-experience-kan" eksotisnya perubahan yang anjlok antara SMP dan SMA. Entah itu dari segi pergaulan maupun lingkungan. Mungkin.

Tapi memang itu yang sebenarnya terjadi.

Bagi kalian yang lagi mengalami masa-masa (sulit/senang)nya kelas 9, kalian harus bersyukur. Kenapa? Karena kesulitan yang kalian alami adalah sepersekian kesulitan dan tantangan yang akan kalian alami di SMA. Simpel aja nih, misalnya, nilai. Dapet nilai itu sesulit cari jodoh, bahkan lebih sulit lagi. Oke, mungkin aku berlebihan, atau memang aku yang nggak taken-taken. Tapi, sulit. Dapet nilai 9 rasanya udah pengen nangis terharu sambil meluk doi kursi.

Meskipun termasuk newbie di SMA, yah bisa dibilang aku sudah merasakan secuil kehidupan SMA yang rasanya pedes pedes pait asem manis gitu. Dimana kamu bisa dibilang lebih bebas dan dikekang dalam waktu yang sama. Apalagi sering banget dikejar-kejar. Dikejar doi. Namanya deadline. Namanya aja dead ya, bikin mati. 

Oke lupakan.

Sesibuk-sibuknya kamu di SMP ga bakal nyaingin sibuknya kamu di SMA. Bahkan baru setengah tahun di kelas 10 pun. Libur berasa masuk sekolah. Dan kamu bakalan selalu ada dalam pantauan kakak kelas. Yah, lumayan sih kalau ada yang ganteng. Wuak. Tidak, tidak. Saya akan selalu menjaga hijab.

Ya ampun lama nggak ngepost bicaranya jadi ngelantur terus gini :( 

Sebenernya, aku kangen banget sama SMP. Kangen banget. Apalagi pas libur panjang habis UN, wah jalan-jalan bisa dari Kaliurang sampe Malioboro. Dari km 0 - km 17 sekian. Mungkin itu terakhir kalinya aku merasakan pundakku nggak ada beban, nggak ada sama sekali. Dimana kalau kamu sebel sama orang tinggal dijauhin aja. Kalau kamu capek kamu tinggal tidur. Dimana kamu nggak pernah merasa ini akhir dari segalanya. Oke, ini dilebih-lebihkan. Tapi itu yang aku rasain. Mungkin efek dari kebanyakan nonton film baper sama novel baper. Tapi yah ini pendapatku. Tapi tapi mulu yah.

Dibalik semua sambatku tentang SMA, SMA nggak seburuk itu kok.

Kok gitu?

Masa dimana kamu belajar saat udah terikat tanggung jawab. Masa dimana kamu dipersiapkan buat terjun ke dunia masyarakat nantinya. Dimana kamu dibentuk, diasah agar kamu sebisa mungkin menggapai mimpi-mimpimu satu persatu yang tadinya jauh dari keterjangkauan. Tergantung sudut pandangmu memandang, sih. Tapi waktu kamu SMA kelas 1, hal yang pengen kamu lakuin adalah cepet-cepet jadi kakak kelas yang dikagumi juniornya dan yang penting? Bebas. Lain lagi kalau kamu udah kelas 12. Rasanya pengen balik lagi.

"Semangat ya."

Sebuah kata yang hampir setiap hari didengar.

"Nganti gumoh semangat au."

Jawaban yang hampir selalu terdengar pula. Artinya, "Sampai muntah semangat aku."

Tapi, kata apa yang harus diucapkan untuk membangun semangat orang lain? :( Somebody please invent a word other than semangat........

Mahngopo.

Mungkin aku hanya lelah.

Maafkan.

Berikan aku waktu untuk berpikir memikirkan kata-kata yang lebih berkualitas untuk aku post disini.

Tapi gapapa yang penting rinduku terbalaskan.

Selamat tinggal.